Thursday, October 21, 2010

Love Child


Every time I let you enter my body
I allow you to enter ME

Every time I let you cum inside
You are coming inside
Don’t you see?

When you penetrate my walls
You penetrate my soul

For just a moment in time
The YOU and I end
And WE become ONE
A whole

When you kiss my lips
You are making love to my mind
Intensity erupts in me
And got stronger over time

In the midst of it all
Our bodies and souls intertwined

No longer am I giving you my lust
I am giving you my love
Drinking drunkardly of your wine

Don’t you see
Now when I touch you
I touch you with my finger tips

Did you not catch when I used to tell you “I want you”
Every now and again “I love you” slips?

I am no longer just physically invested
In this torrid affair
When I straddle you
I stare deep into your eyes
Hoping I see you care

How deep inside must you be
In me
For us to make love?

Let’s not just connect with our bodies
And call that for what it was

We were fucking

But today is a new day

Tonight
Please don’t turn off the lights
No need to hide unsure eyes
For what is plainly in sight

Each stroke is done with meaning
Each release of your life’s juices
Fill my body
With what I’m fiending

The love of you

My cries of passion
So sinister
It sends chills through hell

My internal desire
My hunger for you
Turns my bed into a well

I make love to you
To make you love me

Wanting to feel your manhood
So deep in me
You feel my heartbeat

Collapsing
Exhausted
A triumph that’s bittersweet

You whisper in my ear
“I love you”
I smile

Immediately I feel the glow
And the warmth
Of our love child
(Artwork: Interlock by WAK ~Kevin Williams~)

Monday, October 4, 2010

Ode to Dick


Di-ckk
I love how saying your name makes me feel
Rolling off my tongue
Pass my parted lips
When my body aches for you
You are always there to heal

Dick
From the tip of your head
To your shaft
To your balls
If I could I certainly would
Take the time
To sample them all

Dick
You hold so much power
And so much mystique
How you can grow
From barely one
to eight inches in seconds
Has always had
my curiosity piqued

You fill my walls
You contribute to life
When it is damned good
You can turn a whore to a wife

You satisfy my soul
You make me cream
And when you leave me in bed trembling
I wonder how you fit all that in them jeans

You make the faithful stray
You are the root of envy
I am a strong woman in the world
But I am weak when you’re in me

Damn you can break a sista down!
Make us mad
So we tried to imitate it
But no matter how strong the batteries
Or how “real” the material
We can’t duplicate it

Sometimes I wish I never met you
Sometimes I wish your feeling was never known
But then I find myself
On my knees
To please
And make you my own

Dick
I pretend I don’t want you
As much as you want me
Depriving myself of your pleasure
Afraid of what you’ll see

I let this river flow between my thighs
Into an ocean
Here comes the tide
Help me I am drowning!
I need you inside
But I won’t let you
I keep my pride

So I play
The waiting game
This intense arousal
Drives me insane
My eyes wander
To where it dwells
I want to be an angel!
But this here is hell!

Finally
I welcome thee
Into my body
Into my temple
With each thrust of your lust
I remember why
Doing without you
Is never simple

I am reminded of why
You consume my conscious mind
Even invade my sleep at night
So I give into you
Willingly
There’s no need to fight

I scream out your name
Dick!
I proclaim you are mine
While you
Massage my lips
Stroke my clit
And tickle my spine

Heavenly
Amazingly
My body explodes
(Artwork: "Tight Rope" by Girolamo Gjeri)

From the Back


Last night
My baby introduced me to a new addiction
Something a lil more sensual than friction
And I obliged with no conviction

I lay on the bed
Legs spread
Waiting for his head
He says
Let’s try something new
There something
I’d like to do

He flips me with my ass in the air
Ask questions
I did not dare
But I got the method to his madness
When I felt his tongue there

His hands caressed my ass cheeks
I was in awe
I did not speak
Just the thought of what was to occur
With moisture, it made my kitty leak

He spread my cheeks wide
I braced myself for this ride
Then I felt that familiar unfamiliar feeling
Of his tongue deep inside

With each lick of my hole
It made my ass start to roll
I could not stop from making it jiggle
Damn, I need a stripper’s pole

It felt so damn good
I can’t deny
Something I would have thought
To never try
But hell what could I say
I got me a freaky guy

From my ass to my twat
Licking deep
Hit my spot
When he eats me
It gets me warm
But this new technique
Has got me hot

He got me climbin the walls
Splash, then waterfalls
I don’t bother to hold it in
I shake that cum, he gets it all

Fellas if you want to make her scream
And taste all of her cream
Flip that bitch on her stomach
And stick your head in between

(Artwork: "Behind Closed Doors" by Merrill Robinson)



Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Vivica's Vicarious Thrill




Eight months, eleven days and four hours. That is how long it has been since I last saw Desmond. That is how long it has been since the last time I felt his lips or felt his succulent, chocolate skin. As the warm water from the shower trickled down my most intimate parts, I missed him even more.

Desmond is in the military. The Army to be exact. He is one of the many sent to Iraq to help find these imaginary weapons of mass destruction. That damned Bush! He took my man away from me. It has been nearly impossible to find things to occupy my mind in Desmond’s absence. Gas is so fucking high, you can’t go anywhere! The economy is suffering as a direct result. Shit, give me a bowlegged camel, a shot gun, some reeboks and a Red Bull and I will find Bin Laden’s ass!

I reached for the shower knob and turned off the shower. I thought I could wash away this anger mixed with lust. My fingers were wrinkled from my long stint in the shower. What a feeble attempt to cleanse my desires. I stepped onto the plush rug and grabbed my towel. The mirror was fogged up from the hot water I used. Desmond used to tell me that he refused to shower with me.

“You will scald a brother!” he would say.

I missed his smile. I missed his off beat sense of humor. No one would have ever put the two of us together as an item. He was always the life of the party. Undeniably, he was an extrovert. Me, I would prefer slinking off into a quiet corner alone. Maybe even a quiet corner with Desmond by my side. He brought me out of my shell. The few friends I had here in Augusta were other military wives. Every other weekend Desmond and I would host barbecues or spades parties. Desmond had a lot of friends stationed at Fort Gordon. Everyone Desmond met was a friend; never had he met a stranger. With one flash of his gorgeous smile, you were a friend for life.

I wiped the fog off of the mirror. My two carats shined brightly under the lights. A warmth came over my body as I reminisced about our justice of the peace wedding. He caught me completely off guard. A proposal and a marriage the same day! How could I say no to him? I knew from the moment I met him that I was to spend the rest of my life with him. We dated for only six months before we were married. Two weeks after our marriage Desmond was sent to Iraq.

“Fucken’ Bush!” I muttered aloud.

I looked at my reflection in the mirror. I was not going to let myself go while he is away. I would not cheat like most military wives around here. I was going to stay true and faithful to my man. Although I was so hot that I could probably cook an egg between my legs, I was not going to solicit outside help to get me over the hump. I had witnessed too many wives sneaking stray men in the back door while their husband left for orders elsewhere. It would be another battery operated lover tonight.

I dragged my still damp body into the bedroom. It was so hot. I don’t remember summer nights in Brooklyn being as hot as this. I slept naked while Desmond was away. If he were here, I would have not even come out of the bathroom with something on. He always assured me that my body looked great and I should not cover it. Beauty is truly in the eye of the beholder. Or maybe love is just blind.
I lay across our king sized bed, spread eagle. The ceiling fan provided little comfort in cooling my burning body. The hot, Georgia heat combined with my horniness was taking its toll on me. I closed my eyes and tried to drift off into dream world.

My peace was interrupted by the loud muffled voices from next door. I hated how thin these walls were in these apartments. I could hear the southern drawl of my neighbor, Ilene, another military wife. The male voice did not sound like her husband, Greg, at all. Maybe it was her television. Ilene did not seem like the cheating type. She was so quiet and rarely made appearances at any of the gatherings. The voices grew louder. I hate these thin ass walls! I tried to put a pillow over my head. After a minute I knew it was too hot to attempt that.

The voices grew even louder. It sounded as though Ilene and the male were arguing. Usually I would not be so nosey, but I grabbed the glass that once held a few ice cubes off of my nightstand. I swallowed the room temperature water, crawled up to my headboard and put my glass against the wall. I used the glass to search for a spot on the wall where I could better hear them. Bingo! We have contact!

“Is this how you are gonna act Ilene!” I heard the male yelling “You just gonna act like there is nothing between us?”

“Charles, I told you that I am through with this. This time I am going to do right! It makes me feel awful knowing that I am doing this to Greg while he is away. I have to say no this time Charles!” Ilene replied.

I furrowed my brow listening to this dialogue. I could not believe that Ilene was a cheating bitch. Damn. Greg was such a nice guy.

“So th-that’s it? Th-that’s the end?” the man, Charles, stuttered.

“That’s it Charles. Now will you leave?” Ilene said.

There was a long silence. I could picture Ilene standing there like Scarlett O’hara, looking all innocent and southern belle like. I pictured Charles as a black, defeated Rhett. I rolled my eyes at the scene.

I was startled by a loud bump against the wall and a scuffle. If that motherfucker is hitting her I am calling the cops! I grabbed my cellular off of the nightstand, pulled my towel tightly around me and ran to the back door. Our porches were adjoining. Both our bedroom windows could be seen from back here. I carefully stepped my bare feet through the wet grass and crotched down near a bush outside of their bedroom window.

I planted myself against the brick wall; trying to be sure I was not heard nor seen.

“So you are just going to take it Charles! You are just going to take my pussy!” Ilene yelled.

Not on my watch! I fidgeted with the phone in the dark and dialed 9-1-1. My finger hovered over the “call” button on the phone to complete my rescue mission.

“Take it then Charles! Take it!” Ilene yelled.

I could hear the desire in Ilene’s voice. My nipples immediately stiffened. This bitch did not need to be rescued. She needed to be fucked, just like me!

“Take it daddy! Take it!”

I inched a little closer to the window and stood on my toes to try and peer in. I could see Ilene leaning against her bed in her pink nightie. Her butter pecan colored, full ass was perched in the air revealing her pussy. I sometimes had to nudge Desmond when I caught him staring a little too long at her ass when he thought I was not looking. I hated her ass.

To my shock, Charles was a white man. He was a very attractive, well built white man if I must say so myself. I could see that he had dark brown hair. His jaw-line was squared like a male model’s. He reminded me of a Ken doll.

“Take it! Take your pussy!” Ilene pleaded again.

Charles stood there staring at Ilene’s sexy ass. He looked as though he was trying to burn this scene in his memory. He quickly tore off his shirt, revealing his well defined abs. Damn he is fine! I could feel the moisture building up between my thighs. I have never been with a white man, but he was sexy enough to change a sister’s mind.

He slid his pants slowly down his muscular thighs. I gasped slightly at the huge bulge that was being constrained by his blue briefs. I guess it is a myth. Wow. He walked over to Ilene and grabbed a hand full of her curly brown hair. He wrapped her hair around his hand like it was a reign. He pulled her head back by her hair and slid his hand under her chin. I could see her eyes closed tightly in mirror’s reflection. Her full lips were parted.

“I am not going to take it. You are going to give it to me” Charles said in her ear.

Ilene reached behind her and grabbed at his briefs. She grabbed the band of his briefs and began sliding them down. Charles held tight his reign on her hair. Ilene was able to slide his briefs down past his thighs in the position she was in. I was proud of her. His rock hard dick rested on her ample ass.

“Give it to me Ilene.” Charles taunted.

Ilene wiggled her ass around trying to get the head of his dick near her pussy. Her booty jiggled the more she moved. Charles offered her no assistance at all. He stood there patiently waiting for her pussy to find his cock. Ilene continued to wiggle until she found what she was searching for. The head of dick rested on her left butt cheek. She shook her hips, pushed herself back and spread her legs. Charles’ dick fell into place. Ilene let out a relived sigh and pushed her pussy onto his dick. Charles head fell back in his enjoyment. In his elated state, he still kept hold of Ilene’s hair.

Ilene thrust her body back wildly sliding Charles dick in and out of her. I found myself caressing my inner thigh, being turned on by what I was witnessing. My fingers made their way into my very wet love. I hungrily pushed my index finger deep inside, attempting to mimic the sensation Ilene was feeling. I knew I couldn’t. She had atleast eight inches of thick man meat inside of her. I had maybe three inches of thin finger inside of me. For now this will have to do.

She kept throwing her pussy back against Charles, throwing him off balance. He parted his legs to regain his composure. I could see the creaminess of her desires coating his penis in the reflection. I pounded my pussy hard with my finger.

Charles let go of Ilene’s hair, grabbed her waist and pulled her off of his dick. It seemed as though her pussy was swallowing him. I stopped fingering my pussy and kneeled a little lower. I could still see them, but I wanted to be sure they did not see me.

“Why did you stop me? Why did you stop me! I was about to cum Charles!” Ilene yelled frantically.

Charles turned her around and pushed her onto the bed. She lay on her back. Their eyes were intensely staring at each other.

“I want to taste you chocolate, baby.” Charles replied.

My pussy became even wetter and chills crept up my spine. That was such a sexy thing to say!

Charles knelt down in front of the bed. He placed his hands on her succulent thighs. Ilene attempted not to let him in, but Charles forced her legs open. She tried to crawl backwards away from him, but he pulled her forward.

“You know you want to give it to me. Don’t be mean.” He said.

She let the weight of her body rest on her elbows. Charles spread her legs wider. He leaned close to her flower and inhaled. He seemed to enjoy the scent. I realized my mouth was open awaiting his next move. He gently kissed her inner thigh. Ilene moaned. Her eyes had a heavy, intoxicated look. I could imagine that she was intoxicated from his lips kissing her thighs. I imagined her clitoris was throbbing, waiting for it’s turn with his lips. Wanting to be touched by his tongue.

Charles continued to nibble at Ilene’s thighs. He nibbled her right thigh. His lips moved downward. I waited with abated breathe for his lips to grace her lips. I could see Ilene’s belly cave in from taking a deep breath. She waited too for his lips to touch hers. Teasingly, he moved to her left thigh and repeated his nibble. I could barely hold my breath any longer, when Charles lips finally kissed hers. Ilene let out a deep sigh.

Charles moist tongue slid slowly over Ilene’s pussy. He worked his tongue like an artist. He licked her outer lips, taking his time. Ilene moaned with so much passion. Her hips swiveled to accommodate his motion. She watched him as he licked at her pink pussy. She jumped each time his tongue tantalized another location.

I traced my index fingers over my outer lips. I moaned thinking about how Charles’ tongue would feel. I was so envious of Ilene right now. My finger played over my engorged lips. My clitoris ached to be stroked, but I refused. I wanted to experience the same pleasurable torture as Ilene.

Charles used his finger to hold Ilene’s lips back. Her pussy was shining from its wetness. Her clitoris stood at attention. He stuck his long tongue out and gently licked her clitoris. Ilene clenched the bed sheets and let out an “Oooooooooo”. Her breathing became more panicked at each stroke of his tongue. Her stomach caved. She pulled her nightie down revealing her heaving breast. She pinched at her nipples as he gave her pussy his love kisses. Charles let his tongue flicker over her clit. Ilene’s legs began to shake. She scooted closer to Charles’ face. His tongue flickered faster over her clit. Her legs shook harder.

I let my ring, index and middle finger have a field day with my pussy. My index and middle finger massaged my pussy lips. My middle finger stroked passionately at my clit. I watched intently through half closed eyes at what Charles was doing.

Ilene could not take it anymore. She made a weak attempt to peddle backwards, away from Charles’ tongue. His arms slid under her ass and wrapped around her legs. He held her legs apart and continued to work on his masterpiece. Ilene shook violently and fell back on the bed. Charles’ raised his meal closer to his face and devoured all of the juices of her cum. Ilene’s head thrashed back and forward, her hair flying everywhere.

“Please stop! Please!” Ilene begged.

Charles finally let go of his prisoner. He stood up in front of Ilene. She lay there in the fetal position, eyes tightly closed. He pulled Ilene closer to him and spread her legs yet again. His curved dick was at full attention. He pulled her slid inside. Ilene seemed to be revived. Her legs latched onto his shoulders. She used her shoulders to gain leverage and rode his dick from this position. She bounced up and down on his dick, legs clinging tightly to his broad muscular shoulders. Charles held onto her ass cheeks and enjoyed the ride.

I finally allowed my clit to feel the sensation of my fingers. My pussy was so wet. My towel fell to my feet. I didn’t care. I continued to massage my slippery clit. Maybe Charles and I will release the built up orgasm at the same time. I imaged how good his dick must be feeling to Ilene. I dug deep inside of my pussy. I moaned and groaned lightly. I mouthed “fuck me” as I watched his ass move back and forth, diving into Ilene’s pretty wet pussy. I could see the muscles of his back tense. I let “Come for me Charles!” escape from my lips. I penetrated my soul deeper and deeper, using more fingers. Come for me Charles!

Charles started to grind faster into Ilene’s pussy. She bounced faster on his dick. He stood strong with her legs wrapped around his neck. I could see the odd faces he was making. He closed his eyes tightly and let out a loud growl. Ilene released her grip on his neck and plopped back on the bed. Charles released his cum all over Ilene’s belly. Her butter pecan complexion was coated with his white, sticky cream.

I decided it was okay to let my orgasm be free. I frantically massaged my clitoris and dug into my pussy. I could feel the orgasm building up in my belly. I tried to think of Desmond being the one to bring this desire out of me, but Charles’ face kept replacing his. I am not physically cheating with Charles, so I guess it is okay to let him star in my fantasy. I sucked in my breath as my body prepared for its climax.

“Ma’am?”

I was startled by a male’s voice behind me. I turned around and immediately shielded my eyes from the brightness of the police officer’s flashlight. I stood there, stark naked, peering into my neighbor’s window and playing in my pussy. This could not be good.

“Oh my God! What is going on?” I could hear Ilene’s voice say. She was now at the window wrapped in a bed sheet. Her eyes got huge when they landed on me.

“Seems as though we have a peeping Tom, or should I say Tomasina situation.” the younger officer smirked.

“Do you mind grabbing your towel there, miss?” the older officer asked.

Their eyes were glued on my naked body. In the embarrassment of the situation, I completely forgot I was still without cover. If my dark brown skin were capable, I would be blushing red now.

“Can you tell us what you were doing ma’am?” The older officer asked.

“I-I…” I stammered. My mouth was moving but nothing else would come out.

“She lives next door. Her name is Vivica. She uh-she came over to use my hot tub and realized she forgot her towel. We didn’t think anyone would be out this late, so she ran over to get a towel.” Ilene’s eyes darted from me to the officers as she spewed this unbelievable story. “The poor thing, she forgot her keys!”

Ilene disappeared in the window and came back jingling a set of keys. I hesitantly accepted them from her. The cops looked at us in disbelief. I clutched the keys to my chest like they were my last friend in this world.

“Well, someone dialed 9-1-1. The operator answered but no one said anything.” The younger officer pointed his flashlight to the grass beneath my feet. “Might that be your cell phone, Vivica?”

I nodded like a child just caught with its hand in the cookie jar. I quickly snatched it up.

“Well, since everything is okay here. We will leave you ladies to your hot tub.” The older officer said dryly.

“Thank you for protecting and serving us! Thank you!” Ilene said nervously.

I tried not to make eye contact with Ilene as I handed her the keys. I quickly ran to my door and slid inside. I was sweating profusely. I could not believe what just happened! Oh my God! I am sure those cops think I am a pervert. I bet Ilene thinks I am an even bigger freak! I was thankful she did not narc me out to the cops. The hot tub? Forgot her towel? Absurd! But the police swallowed the story. I wonder how much of my public display of self gratification they saw.

I flung open the refrigerator door and grabbed the half full bottle of Grey Goose. I normally would drink it with plenty of orange juice. I turned the bottle up and drained it. I could feel the burn in my chest. Maybe I could drink away this night.

After about thirty minutes I was a little drunk. I fell fast asleep.

*************

I awoke to the laughter of Whoopi Goldberg on The View. It was past noon! My neck felt sore from my crashing on the couch. I could hear the mailman sliding mail in the box near my door. I staggered to my feet and headed to the door. I opened the door and was assaulted by the bright sun. I felt like a vampire. I tried to reach just my arm out to grab the mail out of the box. It was not happening. I gave in and came out to retrieve my mail. I was so embarrassed to see Ilene standing there with a broad smile on her face.

“Good morning neighbor!” she beamed.

I could have died on the spot.

“Good morning,” I muttered “about last night. I-“

Ilene put her hand up to stop me from talking.

“It is lonely in this place all by yourself while our husbands are away. Sometimes it leads us to do some rather unconventional things.” She smirked.

I nodded and turned to go back into my apartment.

“Hey!” Ilene said.

I turned to look at her.

“Our little secret. Right?.” Ilene winked at me.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

#1 Fan

I threw my keys onto the stand and tossed my heels aside. I let out a big sigh, so glad to be home from work! I checked my messages on my phone. None. So normal. A sistah has not been getting much play in 2008. I turned on the radio and let the XM stereo guide me into some soothing slow jams. My hands caressed the knobs on the shower as I turned the water on to a comfortable temperature. I undressed quickly, anticipating the water touching my skin. I submerged my nude body quickly into the unforgiving streams of the shower. I let the water cover every inch of me, pounding on my back, kissing behind my knees, massaging my scalp. The shower had it’s way with me for about thirty minutes. I decided my tired feet could stand no longer.

I grabbed a towel and wrapped It around my body. I did not bother to dry off. I tapped the keys on my keyboard summoning my computer out of hibernation. Time to check to see who loves me on Myspace. You see, I write erotic poetry and short stories. I post them on my page simply for the joy of it. I love to see the comments and reactions my words provoke. I smiled as I replied to the usual ‘suspects’ who send me messages on a regular basis. A little harmless flirting never hurt anyone, right? I scanned through the messages once again. One person in particular was missing! I realize that I had not ‘heard’ from him in a little over two weeks. I checked his profile to see when his last log in was. It was today. Hmm. I can count on him like clockwork to send me a personal message about my newest story or poem. He shoots straight, no chaser. He has no qualms in telling me if he disliked a story or what I could do to make it better. I dubbed him my #1 fan.

His status said he was “disappointed”. He didn’t ‘say’ anything to me about being in a foul state. I saw that he was online, so I had to send him a message:

Subject: Hi Stranger

Hey Daddy, what is going on with you? I have not heard from you in a hot minute. I miss you. I hope all is well.

I grabbed the remote and flipped through the channels as I waited for his reply. I turned back to my computer and smiled when I saw his message:

Subject: Re: Hi Stranger

Stranger? I think you are the stranger. I would like to start off by saying that you have not written anything new in awhile. New man maybe? Is he robbing you of your creative juices, so to speak?

P.S.

I miss you too

I smirked as I read his message. Someone sounds a bit jealous. He was right though. I had not written anything in awhile. I wish someone was robbing me of my creative juice, that way I would not have to stock up on so many batteries. Vibrators are great, but there is nothing like feeling the flesh of a man on top of you while he slides his love deep inside. Wow, I need some.

Subject: R we jealous?

You sound a little bit jealous daddy. LOL. No one is tasting my creative juices. I do need something to get me back in my freaky state of mind. I hate disappointing you daddy. So what do you suggest WE do to make things better?

Subject: I love it when you call me daddy

I will admit, I was a lil jealous when I thought of someone else kissing those full lips of yours. You look like you would taste so sweet. When I read what you write, it is so easy for me to imagine you saying those things to me. Or me being the leading man in your stories. That is what makes it better for me, baby.

Subject: Damn

I guess that is what makes you such a great “critic”, eh? I look forward to your feedback. You know you are my #1 fan right?

P.S.
I am very, very sweet. If you have diabetes I suggest you stay away from me.

Subject: Insulin shots aren’t that bad

You said I am your #1 fan. I will accept that title. I would love to have the title of the man who pleases you. What do you have on?

Subject: Nothing but a towel

I just got out of the shower. I am all clean for you daddy. So what do you want to do?

Subject: Lie down

I have never heard your voice, but it still sends chills up my spine when you call me “Daddy”. I can imagine those full lips all shiny from your lip gloss (and lady, you be working that lip gloss) saying “Dah-dee”. Damn girl, I can see you laid out on your bed like that pic of you in the green dress. Those sexy eyes just watching me. You having a devilish grin on your face. Something tells me you would torture me with those eyes. My manhood is pointing right at you as if to say “I want that right there”. I can see you laying on that bed, waiting for me. Those big, sexy, thick thighs looking like the sweetest chocolate. I want to start kissing you from your ankles and work my way up. Girl, I want to let my tongue touch EVERY inch of your body. I want you to recite “How to eat a peach” to me while I am exploring your thickness. You look like you get really wet baby. I want you to wear the heels you have on in that picture of you in the leopard print. You know, those clear heels.

Subject: The stripper heels?

Damn daddy, continue. I feel the creative juices flowing *smirk*. What else?

Subject: Yes, the stripper heels

I wa

Subject: huh?
You wa? That is it?

Subject: Myspace must’ve timed out on me

What I was saying was…I want you to have your hands behind your head like you do in that picture of you with the black shirt and the denims. I want to admire your body baby. Your whole essence turns me on. I know I am sounding like some horny net dude in typing this to you…but baby you have to know you turn me on. I don’t even like reading poetry like that! That is why I look forward to seeing what you post. You stepped away from the short stories for a hot minute now. The poems are great, don’t get me wrong. But I need something that is going to let me take long strokes, ya dig? Did you get what I said? LONG strokes. You wouldn’t be disappointed.

Subject: It is like that huh?

LONG strokes. I got you daddy. So you are telling me you are working with something like a python. Something like an anaconda. I can feel you. So finish telling me about what you want to do to me. You left off with me lying on the bed, naked except for the stripper shoes, with my hands behind my head.

Subject: You are so addictive

So you are lying there naked, with the stripper shoes on, head all behind your head. I am kissing your thighs. You are reciting “How to eat a peach” for me. It is like you are talking to me. Like you are giving me instructions on pleasing you. You say “Suddenly, I am greeted by that familiar unfamiliar feeling…” You have been tasted before, but you have never had my tongue, so it is unfamiliar to you.

You say “His wet tongue traces the outline of my womanhood. A delicate circle. Taking me places I have never been”. You stop there. You can’t finish because I am going to take you someplace you have NEVER been. I start kissing your lips. You are as sweet as I imagine. I could eat you all day! Your legs are shaking because you are kind of nervous. You are apprehensive about letting me do this to you. You don’t know me outside of myspace. But you relax. I know you would not let just anyone taste you like this. I won’t judge you. I am simply here to please you. You start getting into my mouth on your body. You start pushing my head in deeper to your wetness. You are moaning and calling me by my Myspace name. It is okay. As long as I am pleasing you, I am not worried. The more you moan, the more I want you. My tongue dips in and out of your pussy, coating my tongue with Alecia J.’s cream. I hope you don’t mind me looking up at you. Your nipples are so hard. You have them out and you are playing with them as I lick you. I reach up and touch them. This sets you on fire. My tongue is tasting you baby. Do you like that?

Subject: Don’t stop
-blank body-

Subject: Not until you cum

I ease up and let my fingers start to massage your inner walls. You are moaning like crazy. I am calling out poems for you to recite like I am calling out Cadence (remember Cadence in your Trois story?). You are trying to stay focused but I am making you feel so good, Alecia. You are sliding your body further down the bed, trying to get my fingers deeper inside of you. I smile as I see that pool of lust starting to form beneath you. You are trying to reach for my pants, but I move your hands away. I don’t want you to do a thing. I want to please you just like you have pleased me with every poem or story you have allowed me to read. I want to show you how your words torture me. I want you to see how it feels to have the fire build up inside of you. Are you feeling this way now?

Subject: How many miles is Augusta from Columbia?

-blank body-

Subject: 72 miles

About an hour away

Subject: Make that 45 minutes when you are horny

… I am cumming

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Redundancy...

I woke up this morning
As usual, you were lying in the bed
But when I woke up this morning
I felt an ominous sense of dred

What if when you left me today
That was my last time seeing you?
What if you were taken from me in an instant?
Exactly what would I do?

But that was not what scared me
That did not make me quiver
It was the happiness from this thought
That made my body shiver

Not seeing you anymore
Not being greeted by your face
Not sharing my life with you
And finally have my space

I wanted to feel guilty for this thought
I tried to shake it away
But I kept catching myself smiling
As the thought haunted me through the day

When I stopped for the grocery
I picked up enough for just one meal
I shopped as though I was single
Just to see how it would feel

I put my wedding band in my purse
And allowed my finger to catch the sun
A smile stretched across my face
I flirted relentlessly just for fun

I felt quite giddy I must say
I couldn’t even fake some sort of shame
I practiced saying my title out loud
Conveniently dropping your last name

I felt as free as a bird
Racing through traffic to make it home
Looking forward to its emptiness
Desperately wanting my time alone

I frantically searched for my keys
And quickly pushed open the door
I didn’t even call out your name
Because I would not need to anymore

I threw my purse onto the sofa
And kicked my shoes wherever they fell
I knew this was your pet peeve
After ten years, I know you well

I brushed my hair in the sink
And didn’t bother to wipe it up
I removed your razor blades, your aftershave
Your toothbrush and your cup

I stretched out on the king sized bed
And selfishly enjoyed it was finally just mine
I pushed your pillows onto the floor
That’s when I got a glimpse of the time

It is seven-thirty two p.m.
You are usually home, by six thirty
I checked my cell phone for missed calls
My mind raced, where could he be?

I jumped to my feet and began to pace
Thinking of the awful things that may have occurred
I reached for the phone and called your momma
She said from you, she had not gotten a word

I hung up quickly as tears began to form
I did not want her to hear the fear in my voice
My heart beat faster and I began to sob
I would have you here now if I had a choice

I grabbed my keys and grabbed my coat
I put on the shoes I had thrown to the floor
And within in seconds I stopped where I stood
You were finally walking through the door

I threw my arms around you
And kissed you as though it were our first time
I pulled you closely and held you tight
And whispered “I thank God that you are mine!”

Everyday I go through these emotions
Everyday I think of life without you there
Everyday I come to the same revelations
Everyday I am grateful that you are here

The flames of our love may not be an inferno
But the fire still burns and our love still has light
I may not be in love with you every single moment
But I love you every day, every night

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Red Roses for Ebony


I tried to keep my eyes focused on my buddy, Dan. He was telling me about the big promotion he got at work. Although he was very animated during his story, arms flailing, all of the gestures, I could not help but to notice the woman who was staring at me. She looked at me like I was a piece of steak. I try to look at Dan, but my eyes would drift back to her. I could feel her staring a hole into my skull.

“Dude, are you listening to me?” Dan said bringing me back to his reality.

From the blank expression on my face, he could tell I was not. He swiveled around to follow my eye line and see what I was looking at. He turned back to me looking confused.

“Are you daydreaming again bro?” Dan asked.

I figured Dan would not think I was looking at the black woman sitting two booths behind him. Her skin was the color of coffee, with one tablespoon of cream. Her wide, almond shaped, brown eyes were amazing. The dark eyeliner she wore made her eyes more intense. Her lips were so full they surpassed Angelina Jolie’s. She wore her hair in a neat upsweep. It was very simple but it gave her a regal look. A single strand hung over her eye. She would use her French tipped fingers to twirl it playfully. The peach colored blouse she wore complimented her skin perfectly.

“No, not at all.” I lied. “Now continue on about this big promotion.”

Dan began to tell his long, boring story again. You are getting more money, I get it. I tried not to make eye contact with the woman as she fumbled through her purse, left cash on the table for her meal, and began to walk our way. As she came near our booth, I lifted my menu to cover my face.

“Hello gentlemen.” The seductress said.

“Sup ma?” Dan replied grinning broadly.

I gave him a quick kick under the table. He winced at me and threw his hands up to question my actions. The seductress gave Dan an annoyed glared, and then looked over at me. Her eyes were more beautiful up close. Her shiny lip gloss made her lips look even more full, juicy and tasty.

“Hello. My name is Allan.” I said standing to greet her.

“No need to stand. I am happy to see that chivalry is not dead.” She glanced at Dan again quickly and refocused on me.

“Nice to meet you Allan.” She said extending her manicured hand to shake mine. “My name is Ebony. I could not help but notice you from over there. You have some amazing blue eyes, Allan”.

Ebony. Such a fitting name. If I had a bit more courage, I would have said that. I could feel the blood rushing to my face. I knew I had to be beet red right now. Embarrassing.

“Thank you, Ebony.” I said shyly.

“If I am not being too forward Allan, I would like to give you my number. Maybe we can do lunch, dinner, breakfast or something.” Ebony said as she scribbled her number on a stray piece of paper she dug out of her purse.

“Wait, that is, if you want it.” She held the number clutched in her hands and paused, waiting on my response.

I wanted to yell “Fuck yeah I will take it! Are you out of your mind?”, but I kept my cool.

“Sure” I said coolly.

She slowly and playfully placed the number in the palm of my hand. She looked at me from the corner of her eye.

“Are you going to use it, Allan?” she asked.

“Definitely, Ebony.” I assured her.

“Okay. I look forward to hearing from you. You have a nice day.” She smiled at me, waved half-heartedly at Dan, and sashayed out of the restaurant.

Dan sat across from me grinning like a cat as he watched the Nubian Goddess walk away. I knew he could not wait for her to be out of earshot. When he saw his opening he reached across the table and flipped one end of the collar of my polo up.

“What was that for?” I asked laughing.

“I am popping your collar. You are a player man! That shit was like a movie. Eb-bon-ee.” Dan proclaimed. “She sure is Ebony. Even black chics are hollering at a playa!”

The black couple in the booth across from us gave Dan an annoyed look. I shrugged my shoulder to indicate it was not me.

“Have you ever dated a black chic, dude?” Dan asked loudly.

“Lower your voice!” I said to Dan. “No. I have never dated an African American.”
“Allan, dude, they don’t care if you say black or African American. As long as you do not call them the ‘N’ word, they are cool.” Dan said in his loud voice.

The black couple, woman and man, looked at Dan as though he were a dead man walking. If looks could kill, he would be dead this very moment. Here lies my friend Dan. Face down in some watery chowder, in booth number 9 at Orion’s Restaurant.

“I would never say the ‘n’ word” I said loud enough for the couple to hear.

The man and woman shook their head in pity for me for the behavior of my friend and continued to eat.

Dan got the hint and leaned forward to talk to me in barely a whisper.

“So, are you going to call her?” he asked.

“I don’t know.” I replied.

“Did you see those lips? Dude, you should totally bone her and tell me what it is like. I bet it would be some National Geographic, jungle fever love!” Dan exclaimed.

I shook my head at my friend, grabbed a few dollars out of my wallet to pay for my meal and walked off.

“What did I say!” Dan yelled behind me. “Call me if you bone the black chic. I meant, African American!”

*******

I was excited about my first date with Ebony tonight. I will admit, I had never dated a black woman before. I never really noticed them into I went off to college. My parents said they were not racist. However, I have overheard plenty of stereotypical comments they made about people of other races. Black people were always stealing or on crack according to them. I don’t recall having one black friend in grade school. I don’t really recall having a black kid in our school. Like Dan, I let MTV and BET depict to me what black people were about. The black women were usually scantily clad, long hair and finger nails, shaking their butts to the beat of the rapper’s song. If they were not dancing in a video, they were cooking in the kitchen. There were really no black people in Idaho.

When I went off to college to further my education, I broadened my mind as well. The African Americans in my class were just as smart, if not more so, than the whites. The African American women in our class did not look like they immediately left class to be in someone’s videos. I was drawn to one woman in particular. Gayle. Saying her name plays a theme song in my head. Her skin was the darkest I had ever seen. She was almost opal. Her skin was so smooth and pretty. Her teeth were gleaming white. Every time she looked my way, she would smile and wave at me. We studied for a few Psych exams simultaneously in the library. I can’t say we were together. She would be there. I would be there. We often sat at the same table. She would smile and nod to me. I would smile and nod to her. There was no way a beauty like her would want a nerdy white guy like me. I would have given my left arm to get a taste of her chocolate.

If I lined up all of the women of my past, you would see a pattern forming. Most of my girlfriends had long, brown hair and deep brown eyes. They were also all white. Well, one was born in Costa Rica. But her parents were white Americans. That is as exotic or different as it got.

My navigator system directed me to Ebony’s place. I became a little nervous as the street lights became scarcer and the people hanging out in the streets increased. None of them looked like me. Instinctively, I locked the door. My navigator system advised me I was just near my destination. I looked at the shabby apartment building. I was uneasy. There were four or five young, black males standing outside. I did not want to honk and be rude to Ebony. I did not want to call her to tell her I was outside either. I didn’t want to appear like a punk. I took a deep breath, clutched the lavender rose I bought for her, set my fears aside and began my wobbly legged walk up the path towards the men and Ebony’s building.

One man must have informed the others that I was coming up the walkway. All heads turned around and looked at me. I took each step carefully and deliberately. I did not want to show any fear. What was I fearful of? They were men just like me.

“What’s up man?” The tallest of the crew said to me.

“Hey. How are you?” I grimaced as the words came out. I bet I sounded like a dorky white guy.

Sporadic, friendly hellos came from the crew. I knew their eyes were on me as I walked past them. That did not hurt a bit. What was I so afraid of?

I made my way into the dimly lit corridor of the apartment building. I could hear the elevator clacking its way down to the ground floor. It opened very slowly, making a loud screeching noise as the doors moved. An elderly woman tried to drag a heavy cart out of the slowly opening doors. I rushed to her side to assist her.

“I have that for you ma’am.” I said.

“Why thank you baby! I appreciate that so much.” She replied giving me a warm smile.

I pulled the heavy cart through the elevator doors. The door to the elevator did not open all of the way. I was startled by a young man who came over and placed his hand on the cart.

“Thanks man. I got it. I appreciate you helping my grandmother though.” The young man said extending his hand to shake mine.

I gave him a quick shake. I looked around and saw there were stairs available. I used my better judgment and thought against using the elevator. Ebony lived on the third floor, so that would not be much of a walk. The pungent odor of the stairwell assaulted my nostrils immediately. It smelled like urine, old diapers and God knows what else. I put my hand over my nose and took the stairs three at a time. I finally made it to the third floor. I burst through the doors waiting to be greeted by fresher air. The air of the hallway was stifling, but not as pungent as the air of the stairwell.

“Slumming today are we?” A lady said looking at me suspiciously.

I ignored her comment and looked at the doors searching for apartment 4D. Found it. I knocked on the door gently. I realized afterwards there was a doorbell.

“Coming!” I could hear someone say.

The person began quickly removing chains off of the door. Finally, the door cracked. The look on Ebony’s face was of surprise. She gave me a bright smile and hugged me. Ebony. What a fitting name.

“Oh wow. I thought you would call me when you were outside so I could come down.” She said.

“A gentleman would come to your door to pick you up.” I replied.

I tried to keep my eyes on her face. I could not help but to notice the low cut, tan dress Ebony was wearing. Her full breasts looked as though they were struggling to be released. Her waist was so small in comparison to her wide hips. Her legs looked delicious. Her neatly manicured toes were on display in the gold heels she wore. Her hair was down now. She wore a bob that neatly framed her face. Her bangs hung over her eye, giving her a sexy Jessica Rabbit appeal. She bit her luscious glossed lips allowing me to enjoy the view. I could feel the tent building in my pants.

“Um, I brought you this rose.” I said nervously presenting the now beaten rose to her.

“Thank you Allan!” she said graciously. She planted a lip glossed kiss on my cheek.

I will not be washing that for days.

“Lavender roses represent enchantment.” I beamed.

“They also represent love at first sight.” She smiled “Let me go get my sweater and then I am ready to go!’

She left me standing there in a trail of her perfume. She smelled like a warm spring day in the park, amongst the flowers. I would love to sniff her flower. She came back, smiling at me. We made it safely out of the creaky, old elevator and main floor. The same group of guys were standing outside as we were leaving. They nodded at us as we left. I held her door open to my car, to her surprise, and she hopped in.

“So where would you like to go?” I asked.

“Wherever you take me.” she replied with a giggle.

I could have done a lot with that invitation. I chose to stick to the gentleman’s role.

“Do you eat seafood?” I asked.

“Sure.”

“Great. I know a nice little seafood place that I will take you to. Cool?”

“Cool!” she replied.

I fiddled with the radio station to find some music we could drive to. I was listening to a motivational CD on public speaking.

“What station would you like me to turn to?” I asked.

“Do you have any gangsta rap?” she asked.

She must’ve seen the expression on my face because she let out an infectious laugh. I laughed too, nervously.

“I like all music. Whatever you play, I will listen to.” She said.

“Okay, so Garth Brooks it is!” I joked.

Her eyes widened.

“Just kidding! Just kidding!” I held my hands up in mock surrender and left the radio on the local pop station.

Instinctively, I let down the windows of my car to enjoy the cool night air.

“Oh no! My hair!” Ebony proclaimed.

I looked over to see Ebony’s neat bob flying all over her head. I quickly hit the button to let the window up.

“I am so sorry Ebony.” I said.

“You know sistas don’t like messing up their hair!” she laughed. “You don’t roll the window down or drop the top of the car unless a sistas hair is pinned up. And you don’t go asking a sista to get her hair wet after a fresh relaxer. There is a waiting period of three weeks.”

“I didn’t know sistas hair had so many rules.” I mocked. “Can a sistas hair take the sunroof?”

“Why yes. Yes it can.” Ebony smiled at me.

I gave her my dimpled grin as I pushed the button to open the sunroof.

“So, what else do you know about sistas?” Ebony asked.

“Honestly, not much. You are the first sista, I mean African American woman that I have gone out with.” I replied.

“It’s okay to say black, Allan. It is less words.” She said. “So I am the first?”

“Yes.”

“Hmm. So why me?” she asked.

I bit my bottom lip. I really did not know how to answer that. Why her? I had never thought of dating a black woman before. I found them to be quite attractive. I had impregnated the article of my magazine with Meagan Goode plenty of times. I would die a happy man for one kiss from the lips of Kerry Washington. I have exchanged long glances with a black woman or two over time. And let’s not forget Gayle.

“I guess I never had the courage to approach a black woman before.” I finally replied.

“So had I not approached you, we would not be here right now?” Ebony asked.

“Honestly, we probably wouldn’t.” I replied.

“Well, you know what they say,” she chuckled “Once you go black-“

“You never go back!” I exclaimed.

She reached over and gave me a playful hit on the arm.

“No. Your credit rating goes down!” she said between giggles.

I loved hearing her laugh. I loved seeing it even more. Her beautiful, chocolate drop breasts would bounce up and down. Her full, luscious lips would expand, and then part, revealing her Colgate smile. She must have felt my eyes staring at her and decided to break the awkward silence.

“I have never dated a white man before, Allan.” She replied turning towards me.

“So, why me?” I asked.

She bit her bottom lip. It looked so sexy when she did. My pant tent had to be noticeable at this point.

“I don’t know. It is like your blue eyes were calling me. They were so beautiful. Your black hair really draws attention to them. You kinda reminded me of Clark Kent.” She laughed. “And your smile. It was so warming. I will be honest and say that curiosity played a big role in this. But I had to come and at least see if it were possible.”

I felt the blood rush to my face. I knew I was blushing again.

“Aww! Did I embarrass you?” Ebony an her manicured fingers across my arms.

I could feel the goose bumps popping up. It was like electricity surged through me from her touch. I had never been this aroused by a woman before.

We finally made it to the restaurant. There was a half hour wait, but I did not mind. The hostess raised her eyebrow when she looked at my companion. It seemed as though quite a few people were staring at us. Some glanced and quickly looked away. Some had no qualms with completely staring. Black men gave Ebony a look of disdain. I swore I one of them say “What a waste.” I did not care. I had a beautiful woman, a Nubian goddess, with me. I was entranced by her laughter. I hung on her every word. Our eyes stayed connected to each others. The wait time until we were seated seemed to fly by.

Ebony ordered a lobster dish with pasta. I ordered stuffed whiting. We ate and told each other of our lives. I told her about I was the eldest of four brothers and sisters. I attended Boise State University in Idaho and graduated with a Bachelors of Applied Science for Horticulture. She seemed impressed when I told her the rose I gave her was from my own garden.

Ebony said she was an only child. Her mother and father passed away a little more than two years ago in a car accident. She was currently attending college to obtain a nursing degree. She wanted to help others, especially children. She had never been married, was twenty-four, and loved just about everything under the sun. She was roommates with her cousin, who was like a sister to her.

We ate, laughed and enjoyed our wine. After dinner we took a nice stroll through the park nearby. The night air was cool. Ebony leaned closer to me for warmth. I thanked God for making it cool that night. I loved the feel of her warm breath. I rubbed her smooth skin to warm her and chase the goose bumps away. Our first date was beautiful.

Over the next few months, Ebony and I went on several special dates. She was such an amazing woman. We became exclusive. I gave her a key to my place, she gave me a key to hers. I brought her by my place and showed her my makeshift garden on the fire escape of my apartment. I told her I was planting something special for her.

“When will I see them Allan!” she said giddy.

“When the time is right, Ebony.” I replied.

That day we shared our first kiss. Her lips were softer and sweeter than I imagined. It seem as though time stood still and for that moment, we were the only two on earth. It was a hot summer’s night. Ebony wore a shit sundress. It made her look like an angel. Her pretty, brown eyes met mine. We paused in silence. I embraced her. I loved how she felt. Four months was well worth the wait for this kiss. I ran my fingers through her hair. I loved how it’s texture. I caressed the back of her neck and drew her lips to me once more. I kissed her lips passionately.

My hormones were in overdrive. I had to see how this woman felt. I wanted to be deep inside of her. We had agreed early on that we would not rush sex. We did not want to get into it just to see what it would be like to be with a person of another race. Our pact allowed me the opportunity to get to know Ebony on a mental level. I did not rush into the physical as I had in my past relationships. I found myself checking my cell phone several times a day for her call. I could hear her smile. I lay in bed many nights imagining what it was going to be like to be with her. If I finally had the opportunity to do so. I learned a lot about African Americans in general. A lot of the stereotypes I grew up believing were demolished. She was a woman, just like any other woman. Black, white, or other. She wanted a man to love her. She wanted a family. She wanted to be appreciated for her mind and not just her body. She wanted so much in life. And I wanted her.

We were kissing so long; we plopped down on the couch as our legs gave way. We continued to feed on each other’s lips. My hands became bolder than they had before. I slip my hands down Ebony’s long back, around her waist and made my way to her full breasts. I massaged her breasts until I could feel her nipples attempting to make their way out their restraints. Ebony let out deep sighs and continued to feed on my lips. I became bolder and slid my hand inside of her sundress and into her bra. I managed to get her nipple right nipple free. I kissed down her neck and spotted her stiff nipple peering at me. My warm mouth hungrily devoured her nipple. I flicked my tongue over her nipple, enjoying how she moaned and pulled my head closer. I pulled back to admire how my moist mouth made her chocolate nipples shine. I was hungry for more. Ebony allowed me to remove her arms from her sundress. I looked at her sitting there, nude from the waist up. She looked at me shyly and bit her bottom lip. That always drives me wild. I went in for more of her beautiful breasts. Savoring each one so the other one not be jealous.

Ebony’s body felt so warmed. She moaned so seductively in my ear. She kissed my neck and lips with as much desire as I was giving her. She clawed at the back of my neck. She nibbled on my ears. I rubbed her smooth back. I massaged her breasts. I sucked her nipples until they almost felt as though they would burst. My right hand found her thigh. My hand was on her smooth skin. I slid my hand slowly up her thigh until I met her garden. I could feel that she was not wearing any panties. I smiled to myself as my fingers enjoyed her wetness. She let out another seductive moan. I sucked at her nipple and dove my finger deeper inside of her. She arched her back to receive me. The room filled with the scent of her desire.

“I want you Ebony. I want you so badly!” I whispered in her ear.

She moved my hand from her moisture and began buttoning her sun dress to cover her nude body. I looked at her puzzled.

“Did I do something wrong? Is everything ok?” I asked.

The moonlight peering through the window cast a shadow across her face. I could see that her eyes were filling with tears. She hurriedly dressed herself and stood up.

“I can’t right now Allan.” She said trying to fight back the tears.

I was so confused. I thought this was what she wanted too. She seemed to be enjoying how I was making her body feel.

“Ebony, please tell me. Did I do something wrong?” I pleaded.

She shook her head quickly and made her way to the door. I had to move quickly to catch up to her.

“Baby! Is everything okay? I thought you wanted me too. I didn’t mean to cross a line here.” I assured her.

She finally stopped attempting to run from me and let go of her grip on the door. Tears streaked her cheeks.

“I do want you Allan. I really do. But I don’t want to do this until the time is right. You did nothing wrong.” She leaned toward me and gave me the most endearing embrace.

I hugged her not wanting to let her go. I did not know what was troubling her. I wanted to relieve her of whatever it was that burdened her. But I had grown to know Ebony. She would tell me on her own time. If I pressed her, she would pull away. She gave me a long kiss good night.

Three weeks had passed since I heard from Ebony. My phone calls were not returned. I did not want to pop up at her place. I wondered if she was seeing someone else. I wondered if she did not want to be with me because I was not black. Dan could not believe I was being so patient and so faithful to a woman I had not had sex with yet.

“Man, I don’t think I want to date a black woman.” He said. “Once you go black, they make your mind whack.”

By the sixth week, I had given up on Ebony. I wondered if I was just an experiment for her. I lathered the shampoo in my hand and began to wash my hair. I guess I needed to free my mind of her. I suppose it was not meant to be. I lathered my body up real good with soap. It was Friday and I refused to stay in the house pining over one woman. I tried to gear my mind up that I was going to be a beast tonight on the town. I had not had sex in so long, waiting for Ebony. I let the water cover my face. Through watery eyes, I thought I saw a shadowy figure outside of my shower. I grabbed my wash cloth and wiped the shampoo away from my eyes. I grabbed my towel so I could check to see if what I thought I saw was accurate.

I felt her hands caress my cheeks. I could make it the shadowy figure. It was Ebony.

“I am so sorry I startled you Allan.” She said. “I knocked at the door but no one answered. I used my key to let myself in.”

She bit her bottom lip nervously, bracing herself for what I was going to say. It drove me wild when she did that. I was too excited to ruin this moment by yelling at her. I was just so happy to have her here.

“I am making a mess, huh?” she said looking at the puddle that was forming outside of my shower.

She stepped out of her shoes and climbed into the shower with me, fully clothed.

“But baby I thought you said sistas don’t like getting their hair wet?” I said jokingly.

“It has been a little more than three weeks. And hell, I would do anything for love.” She smiled.

She slid her pants over her shapely thighs. The water poured down on her head. She laughed and flipped her wet hair back. She attempted to pull her shirt over her head. I came over to help her. Her eyes met mine as she took her lacey bra off. Her beautiful chocolate mounds popped free. She slowly slid her panties off. For the first time she stood before me, nude. Her body was shapelier than I had imagined. Every curve looked as though God handcrafted them himself. He took a little extra time and added extra detail to the area where the small of her back met her ass. It was so round and sexy. It added to her curvatures. I did not try to hide my erect manhood.

Ebony came towards me and began to kiss me with those full lips. Her kiss was different. It was with more passion than before. I had to lean against the shower wall to steady myself. She was ravenous. The water from the shower rained down on us. Her hair was drenched. The beads of water crystallized her chocolate body. I let my hands roam freely down her back, to her waist and rest on her ample ass. I loved how this felt. I loved how she tasted.

“I love you Ebony!”

The words poured from my lips before I knew it. I was in shock for a moment before I realized I uttered them. Then I felt validated by my words. I repeated them again.

“I love you Ebony. I love you so much baby.”

The water from the shower was now greeted by tears of my own. It felt as though the weight of the world had been lifted off of my shoulders. All of those weeks of not seeing her did not matter. It was as though I saw her just yesterday. I loved this woman. I wanted her. I needed her to know this.

“I love you.” I said again, caressing her face.

I was looking down into her beautiful brown eyes. I could see that tears were forming. I braced myself, hoping she would not run off again. I would not stop her. She knew how I felt. She would have to accept it or leave it. Her body trembled. Her lips moved but no words were uttered. Finally, she grabbed me and hugged me so tightly.

“I love you too Allan! I love you too!” she was sobbing uncontrollably.

I had to hold her so she would not fall. I picked her wet, shivering body up and carried her to my bedroom. We both lay in my bed, soaked. Ebony began kissing me with her full lips. I kissed her. We were kissing each other like we would never see one another again.

My hands caressed her chocolate mounds. I tasted her delicious skin once again. I massaged at her breasts as she moaned. Goosebumps made their way over my body. I kissed on her sweet body. I let my tongue glide over her nipples until she begged for me to stop. I kissed down her stomach, following the black line that pointed me to salvation. Ebony rose slightly to look down at me. Her legs were trembling. I paused. I wanted to be sure I did not violate her trust in any way. She nodded her head at me.

“It is time Allan.”

Her words were music to my ears. I was anxious to dive into her wet desire. But I did not want to rush this moment. For the first time, I would be tasting her sweet, sweet chocolate. I kissed her thick thighs. I sucked on her manicured toes. I allowed my lips to taste each part of her body. I feasted on her like the last supper. I drove her crazy. I teased and pleased her until it was time for dessert.

I spread her legs and looked at the sight before me. Her petals of her flower were so big and brown. I could see her pink center. A thin outline of dark curly hairs adorned her garden. I used my fingers to move her pedals aside and took in the beauty of her waiting bulb. I sucked gently at her clitoris. Her body shivered. My lips covered her desire. I savored her sweetness. I indulged on her chocolate. I drove her crazy. Her wet hair thrashed everywhere. She clawed at my back. She pulled me into her garden and pushed me out. She tried to calm herself to take the intensity of my tongue. She climaxed, and climaxed again.

“Allan, please. I need to feel you inside of me.” Ebony begged.

She pulled me up to her and kissed her love from my lips. She pushed me forcefully onto the bed. Her aggressiveness turned me on. I was harder than I had ever been. Her smooth hands ran down my chest. Her manicured nails ran over my thighs. She caressed my manhood gently. I looked at her as she lowered her full, luscious lips over my head. The contrast of her succulent brown lips against my pink head was almost artistic. She winked at me as though she were reading my mind. Her lips covered my manhood. I was in heaven. She sucked gently. Her tongue gently making love to my shaft. Her full lips quivered over my shaft. I don’t know how she did it, but her lips made the scene even more seductive. She clawed at my stomach with one hand and massaged my balls with the other. The sensation was stunning. A curled my toes so tightly, I cramped.

She used her mouth to make love to me, bringing me to the brink of an orgasm. Then she released my dick from her mouth. I looked in despair for her to continue to bring my body so much pleasure. She climbed up on top of me, leaned forward and planted a kiss on my lips.

“You were so delicious, Allan.” She smiled at me. “Are you ready for me to take you for a ride?”

I nodded my head excitedly.

“Are you ready for me to take you through the jungles of Africa, Allan?”

I nodded my head more frantically. My body screamed for her. There was an orgasm building in my belly and waiting to be released.

Ebony kissed me once again on my lips. With a sinister smile, she climbed off of me and repositioned herself. She stood over me, with her back facing me. She squatted down slowly over my erect dick. Her ass looked glorious from this view. I almost exploded immediately when her wet garden made contact with my hoe. She slid every inch of me inside of her. Round and round. She worked my hips. I gripped at the sheets as she moved meticulously. She rolled her hips round and round on my dick. She would raise her body, using her legs and squat back down quickly planting all of me inside of her. I tried so hard not to cum. The sight of her beautiful chocolate ass wiggling around could drive any sane man crazy. She repositioned herself out of her squatting position, still housing my manhood deep inside of her. She leaned back allowing me to caress her chocolate mounds. I stroked at her neck. I pulled at her hard nipples as she moaned. She continued to grind her hips, soaking my thighs with her chocolate love. I could feel her pussy grip my dick tightly, then release it slightly. She massaged my balls as she slid up and down my dick in the reverse position. I couldn’t hold it in any more.

“Baby, I am about to let it go!” I yelled.

She quickly slid me out of her hot twat and into her thick ass. I had not time to state my apprehensions of inserting my penis into her ass. Her full, chocolate ass devoured my dick. Her additional sweet spot sucked the cream from my body. I gave her every drop I had inside of me. I grabbed her waist as she let her ass suck me dry. I clenched my teeth and released all of my love inside of her. We lay, wet, exhausted and covered in our love for each other.

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I watched her as she slept peacefully. Her black hair stuck to her smooth brown skin. Her long lashes looked hand painted. Ebony’s beautiful body covered my bed. She was filled with my love. Ebony. Such a fitting name.

I went to my makeshift garden on the fire escape. I had carefully cultivated these roses over the last few months. Much like I helped to cultivate the love I have for Ebony. With patience, tolerance and understand, our love bloomed. These roses bloomed. They were a beautiful, deep shade of red. Their scent was light, not overpowering. It filled the morning air. It was time. Time to select twelve of the most beautiful roses I could find in my garden. It was time to give these roses to the sweetest, loving, most beautiful woman I had ever known. My Nubian goddess. These red roses were for Ebony.