Thursday, October 21, 2010

Deep Throat






Him

Goosebumps crept up his arms as she slowly unzipped his slipper. Her eyes were focused on him. She pushed him to the bed. He sat on the edge of the build as she kneeled in front of him. Her soft hands reached inside his pants and pulled out his rock hard manhood.

He could not deny, he was beyond amazed by her. All through dinner he had been looking at her luscious lips. Her movements made him think of sexing her. Her smile made him think of sexing her. Her voice made him think of sexing her. Watching her sexy ass walk made him think of fucking her. He did not know what made him more excited, the thought of those full lips on his dick or just fucking that pretty face of hers.

He looked down at her as she licked her lips, making her glossed lips even shinier. He hoped that she did not mind him watching her. Something told him that she did not at all. Her lip glossed lips slid over his head. He let out a sigh. She looked up at him as she allowed his dick to disappear in her mouth. She took it all in…slowwwwwly.

He had to steady himself. He clutched the sheets as she let him slide out of her mouth..slowwwwwwly. Her tongue flickering over his shaft the whole time. Again, she performed her magic trick of taking all of his dick in her mouth. She massaged his balls with her hand. Her warm, moist mouth felt incredible. She was moaning as she took him in. The squishy sound of her wet mouth accompanied by her cat like purr was overpowering. He did not want to lose it too fast.

**Dead puppies Dead puppies Dead puppies**

Damn, that was not working.


Her

She felt so powerful right now. She could feel his legs trembling. His beautiful, chocolate dick was a sight to behold. His veins were so prominent, making his penis look so powerful. His head alone was perfect. She licked off the salty pre-cum that was anxiously awaiting her. She knew it would be more of this shortly to fill her appetite.

She took him all in. She loved how each inch of his dick felt going in her mouth. His head tickled her tonsils. She opened her throat to allow all of him to get in. His strong hands fumbled through her hair to get a secure grip to “assist” her in receiving him. He needs to know, she needs no help. But if he wanted to force feed her, she would allow it.

She slid him out…slowly. This whole scene was making her pussy wet. As her motions quickened taking all of this dick in, she let her fingers play in her pussy. She moaned. He loved it. She could tell. She starting sucking and licking him while she finger fucked herself at the same time. She almost gagged as his massive dick hit the back of her throat. But she was not giving up, she was after something. Deep throating him. She kept savoring his dick, hungrily. He was gripping her head and sliding himself in deeper. She kept forcing his dick in deeper and deeper, completely bypassing her gag reflex.

Them

She loved how she was making him feel right now. His reactions. His toes curled up. She knew she was almost there. He could not focus on her anymore. His mouth began to make the most awkward of gestures. He was somewhere between a cry and a scream.

She worked him. Worked him. Worked him.

She worked past the neck cramps, she had come to far to slow it down or stop now. She let her right hand massage his shaft as she sucked him. Her left hand still fingering her pussy.

She worked him. Worked him. Worked him.

There it was. She felt the force of life rushing through the veins of his dick. He pulled her head further down his shaft, forcing her to take every inch. She happily obliged. She opened her throat up and let his lust fill her up.

She swallowed it all.
(artwork by WAK ~Kevin A. Williams~ Lock & Key)

Love Child


Every time I let you enter my body
I allow you to enter ME

Every time I let you cum inside
You are coming inside
Don’t you see?

When you penetrate my walls
You penetrate my soul

For just a moment in time
The YOU and I end
And WE become ONE
A whole

When you kiss my lips
You are making love to my mind
Intensity erupts in me
And got stronger over time

In the midst of it all
Our bodies and souls intertwined

No longer am I giving you my lust
I am giving you my love
Drinking drunkardly of your wine

Don’t you see
Now when I touch you
I touch you with my finger tips

Did you not catch when I used to tell you “I want you”
Every now and again “I love you” slips?

I am no longer just physically invested
In this torrid affair
When I straddle you
I stare deep into your eyes
Hoping I see you care

How deep inside must you be
In me
For us to make love?

Let’s not just connect with our bodies
And call that for what it was

We were fucking

But today is a new day

Tonight
Please don’t turn off the lights
No need to hide unsure eyes
For what is plainly in sight

Each stroke is done with meaning
Each release of your life’s juices
Fill my body
With what I’m fiending

The love of you

My cries of passion
So sinister
It sends chills through hell

My internal desire
My hunger for you
Turns my bed into a well

I make love to you
To make you love me

Wanting to feel your manhood
So deep in me
You feel my heartbeat

Collapsing
Exhausted
A triumph that’s bittersweet

You whisper in my ear
“I love you”
I smile

Immediately I feel the glow
And the warmth
Of our love child
(Artwork: Interlock by WAK ~Kevin Williams~)

Monday, October 4, 2010

Ode to Dick


Di-ckk
I love how saying your name makes me feel
Rolling off my tongue
Pass my parted lips
When my body aches for you
You are always there to heal

Dick
From the tip of your head
To your shaft
To your balls
If I could I certainly would
Take the time
To sample them all

Dick
You hold so much power
And so much mystique
How you can grow
From barely one
to eight inches in seconds
Has always had
my curiosity piqued

You fill my walls
You contribute to life
When it is damned good
You can turn a whore to a wife

You satisfy my soul
You make me cream
And when you leave me in bed trembling
I wonder how you fit all that in them jeans

You make the faithful stray
You are the root of envy
I am a strong woman in the world
But I am weak when you’re in me

Damn you can break a sista down!
Make us mad
So we tried to imitate it
But no matter how strong the batteries
Or how “real” the material
We can’t duplicate it

Sometimes I wish I never met you
Sometimes I wish your feeling was never known
But then I find myself
On my knees
To please
And make you my own

Dick
I pretend I don’t want you
As much as you want me
Depriving myself of your pleasure
Afraid of what you’ll see

I let this river flow between my thighs
Into an ocean
Here comes the tide
Help me I am drowning!
I need you inside
But I won’t let you
I keep my pride

So I play
The waiting game
This intense arousal
Drives me insane
My eyes wander
To where it dwells
I want to be an angel!
But this here is hell!

Finally
I welcome thee
Into my body
Into my temple
With each thrust of your lust
I remember why
Doing without you
Is never simple

I am reminded of why
You consume my conscious mind
Even invade my sleep at night
So I give into you
Willingly
There’s no need to fight

I scream out your name
Dick!
I proclaim you are mine
While you
Massage my lips
Stroke my clit
And tickle my spine

Heavenly
Amazingly
My body explodes
(Artwork: "Tight Rope" by Girolamo Gjeri)

From the Back


Last night
My baby introduced me to a new addiction
Something a lil more sensual than friction
And I obliged with no conviction

I lay on the bed
Legs spread
Waiting for his head
He says
Let’s try something new
There something
I’d like to do

He flips me with my ass in the air
Ask questions
I did not dare
But I got the method to his madness
When I felt his tongue there

His hands caressed my ass cheeks
I was in awe
I did not speak
Just the thought of what was to occur
With moisture, it made my kitty leak

He spread my cheeks wide
I braced myself for this ride
Then I felt that familiar unfamiliar feeling
Of his tongue deep inside

With each lick of my hole
It made my ass start to roll
I could not stop from making it jiggle
Damn, I need a stripper’s pole

It felt so damn good
I can’t deny
Something I would have thought
To never try
But hell what could I say
I got me a freaky guy

From my ass to my twat
Licking deep
Hit my spot
When he eats me
It gets me warm
But this new technique
Has got me hot

He got me climbin the walls
Splash, then waterfalls
I don’t bother to hold it in
I shake that cum, he gets it all

Fellas if you want to make her scream
And taste all of her cream
Flip that bitch on her stomach
And stick your head in between

(Artwork: "Behind Closed Doors" by Merrill Robinson)



Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Vivica's Vicarious Thrill




Eight months, eleven days and four hours. That is how long it has been since I last saw Desmond. That is how long it has been since the last time I felt his lips or felt his succulent, chocolate skin. As the warm water from the shower trickled down my most intimate parts, I missed him even more.

Desmond is in the military. The Army to be exact. He is one of the many sent to Iraq to help find these imaginary weapons of mass destruction. That damned Bush! He took my man away from me. It has been nearly impossible to find things to occupy my mind in Desmond’s absence. Gas is so fucking high, you can’t go anywhere! The economy is suffering as a direct result. Shit, give me a bowlegged camel, a shot gun, some reeboks and a Red Bull and I will find Bin Laden’s ass!

I reached for the shower knob and turned off the shower. I thought I could wash away this anger mixed with lust. My fingers were wrinkled from my long stint in the shower. What a feeble attempt to cleanse my desires. I stepped onto the plush rug and grabbed my towel. The mirror was fogged up from the hot water I used. Desmond used to tell me that he refused to shower with me.

“You will scald a brother!” he would say.

I missed his smile. I missed his off beat sense of humor. No one would have ever put the two of us together as an item. He was always the life of the party. Undeniably, he was an extrovert. Me, I would prefer slinking off into a quiet corner alone. Maybe even a quiet corner with Desmond by my side. He brought me out of my shell. The few friends I had here in Augusta were other military wives. Every other weekend Desmond and I would host barbecues or spades parties. Desmond had a lot of friends stationed at Fort Gordon. Everyone Desmond met was a friend; never had he met a stranger. With one flash of his gorgeous smile, you were a friend for life.

I wiped the fog off of the mirror. My two carats shined brightly under the lights. A warmth came over my body as I reminisced about our justice of the peace wedding. He caught me completely off guard. A proposal and a marriage the same day! How could I say no to him? I knew from the moment I met him that I was to spend the rest of my life with him. We dated for only six months before we were married. Two weeks after our marriage Desmond was sent to Iraq.

“Fucken’ Bush!” I muttered aloud.

I looked at my reflection in the mirror. I was not going to let myself go while he is away. I would not cheat like most military wives around here. I was going to stay true and faithful to my man. Although I was so hot that I could probably cook an egg between my legs, I was not going to solicit outside help to get me over the hump. I had witnessed too many wives sneaking stray men in the back door while their husband left for orders elsewhere. It would be another battery operated lover tonight.

I dragged my still damp body into the bedroom. It was so hot. I don’t remember summer nights in Brooklyn being as hot as this. I slept naked while Desmond was away. If he were here, I would have not even come out of the bathroom with something on. He always assured me that my body looked great and I should not cover it. Beauty is truly in the eye of the beholder. Or maybe love is just blind.
I lay across our king sized bed, spread eagle. The ceiling fan provided little comfort in cooling my burning body. The hot, Georgia heat combined with my horniness was taking its toll on me. I closed my eyes and tried to drift off into dream world.

My peace was interrupted by the loud muffled voices from next door. I hated how thin these walls were in these apartments. I could hear the southern drawl of my neighbor, Ilene, another military wife. The male voice did not sound like her husband, Greg, at all. Maybe it was her television. Ilene did not seem like the cheating type. She was so quiet and rarely made appearances at any of the gatherings. The voices grew louder. I hate these thin ass walls! I tried to put a pillow over my head. After a minute I knew it was too hot to attempt that.

The voices grew even louder. It sounded as though Ilene and the male were arguing. Usually I would not be so nosey, but I grabbed the glass that once held a few ice cubes off of my nightstand. I swallowed the room temperature water, crawled up to my headboard and put my glass against the wall. I used the glass to search for a spot on the wall where I could better hear them. Bingo! We have contact!

“Is this how you are gonna act Ilene!” I heard the male yelling “You just gonna act like there is nothing between us?”

“Charles, I told you that I am through with this. This time I am going to do right! It makes me feel awful knowing that I am doing this to Greg while he is away. I have to say no this time Charles!” Ilene replied.

I furrowed my brow listening to this dialogue. I could not believe that Ilene was a cheating bitch. Damn. Greg was such a nice guy.

“So th-that’s it? Th-that’s the end?” the man, Charles, stuttered.

“That’s it Charles. Now will you leave?” Ilene said.

There was a long silence. I could picture Ilene standing there like Scarlett O’hara, looking all innocent and southern belle like. I pictured Charles as a black, defeated Rhett. I rolled my eyes at the scene.

I was startled by a loud bump against the wall and a scuffle. If that motherfucker is hitting her I am calling the cops! I grabbed my cellular off of the nightstand, pulled my towel tightly around me and ran to the back door. Our porches were adjoining. Both our bedroom windows could be seen from back here. I carefully stepped my bare feet through the wet grass and crotched down near a bush outside of their bedroom window.

I planted myself against the brick wall; trying to be sure I was not heard nor seen.

“So you are just going to take it Charles! You are just going to take my pussy!” Ilene yelled.

Not on my watch! I fidgeted with the phone in the dark and dialed 9-1-1. My finger hovered over the “call” button on the phone to complete my rescue mission.

“Take it then Charles! Take it!” Ilene yelled.

I could hear the desire in Ilene’s voice. My nipples immediately stiffened. This bitch did not need to be rescued. She needed to be fucked, just like me!

“Take it daddy! Take it!”

I inched a little closer to the window and stood on my toes to try and peer in. I could see Ilene leaning against her bed in her pink nightie. Her butter pecan colored, full ass was perched in the air revealing her pussy. I sometimes had to nudge Desmond when I caught him staring a little too long at her ass when he thought I was not looking. I hated her ass.

To my shock, Charles was a white man. He was a very attractive, well built white man if I must say so myself. I could see that he had dark brown hair. His jaw-line was squared like a male model’s. He reminded me of a Ken doll.

“Take it! Take your pussy!” Ilene pleaded again.

Charles stood there staring at Ilene’s sexy ass. He looked as though he was trying to burn this scene in his memory. He quickly tore off his shirt, revealing his well defined abs. Damn he is fine! I could feel the moisture building up between my thighs. I have never been with a white man, but he was sexy enough to change a sister’s mind.

He slid his pants slowly down his muscular thighs. I gasped slightly at the huge bulge that was being constrained by his blue briefs. I guess it is a myth. Wow. He walked over to Ilene and grabbed a hand full of her curly brown hair. He wrapped her hair around his hand like it was a reign. He pulled her head back by her hair and slid his hand under her chin. I could see her eyes closed tightly in mirror’s reflection. Her full lips were parted.

“I am not going to take it. You are going to give it to me” Charles said in her ear.

Ilene reached behind her and grabbed at his briefs. She grabbed the band of his briefs and began sliding them down. Charles held tight his reign on her hair. Ilene was able to slide his briefs down past his thighs in the position she was in. I was proud of her. His rock hard dick rested on her ample ass.

“Give it to me Ilene.” Charles taunted.

Ilene wiggled her ass around trying to get the head of his dick near her pussy. Her booty jiggled the more she moved. Charles offered her no assistance at all. He stood there patiently waiting for her pussy to find his cock. Ilene continued to wiggle until she found what she was searching for. The head of dick rested on her left butt cheek. She shook her hips, pushed herself back and spread her legs. Charles’ dick fell into place. Ilene let out a relived sigh and pushed her pussy onto his dick. Charles head fell back in his enjoyment. In his elated state, he still kept hold of Ilene’s hair.

Ilene thrust her body back wildly sliding Charles dick in and out of her. I found myself caressing my inner thigh, being turned on by what I was witnessing. My fingers made their way into my very wet love. I hungrily pushed my index finger deep inside, attempting to mimic the sensation Ilene was feeling. I knew I couldn’t. She had atleast eight inches of thick man meat inside of her. I had maybe three inches of thin finger inside of me. For now this will have to do.

She kept throwing her pussy back against Charles, throwing him off balance. He parted his legs to regain his composure. I could see the creaminess of her desires coating his penis in the reflection. I pounded my pussy hard with my finger.

Charles let go of Ilene’s hair, grabbed her waist and pulled her off of his dick. It seemed as though her pussy was swallowing him. I stopped fingering my pussy and kneeled a little lower. I could still see them, but I wanted to be sure they did not see me.

“Why did you stop me? Why did you stop me! I was about to cum Charles!” Ilene yelled frantically.

Charles turned her around and pushed her onto the bed. She lay on her back. Their eyes were intensely staring at each other.

“I want to taste you chocolate, baby.” Charles replied.

My pussy became even wetter and chills crept up my spine. That was such a sexy thing to say!

Charles knelt down in front of the bed. He placed his hands on her succulent thighs. Ilene attempted not to let him in, but Charles forced her legs open. She tried to crawl backwards away from him, but he pulled her forward.

“You know you want to give it to me. Don’t be mean.” He said.

She let the weight of her body rest on her elbows. Charles spread her legs wider. He leaned close to her flower and inhaled. He seemed to enjoy the scent. I realized my mouth was open awaiting his next move. He gently kissed her inner thigh. Ilene moaned. Her eyes had a heavy, intoxicated look. I could imagine that she was intoxicated from his lips kissing her thighs. I imagined her clitoris was throbbing, waiting for it’s turn with his lips. Wanting to be touched by his tongue.

Charles continued to nibble at Ilene’s thighs. He nibbled her right thigh. His lips moved downward. I waited with abated breathe for his lips to grace her lips. I could see Ilene’s belly cave in from taking a deep breath. She waited too for his lips to touch hers. Teasingly, he moved to her left thigh and repeated his nibble. I could barely hold my breath any longer, when Charles lips finally kissed hers. Ilene let out a deep sigh.

Charles moist tongue slid slowly over Ilene’s pussy. He worked his tongue like an artist. He licked her outer lips, taking his time. Ilene moaned with so much passion. Her hips swiveled to accommodate his motion. She watched him as he licked at her pink pussy. She jumped each time his tongue tantalized another location.

I traced my index fingers over my outer lips. I moaned thinking about how Charles’ tongue would feel. I was so envious of Ilene right now. My finger played over my engorged lips. My clitoris ached to be stroked, but I refused. I wanted to experience the same pleasurable torture as Ilene.

Charles used his finger to hold Ilene’s lips back. Her pussy was shining from its wetness. Her clitoris stood at attention. He stuck his long tongue out and gently licked her clitoris. Ilene clenched the bed sheets and let out an “Oooooooooo”. Her breathing became more panicked at each stroke of his tongue. Her stomach caved. She pulled her nightie down revealing her heaving breast. She pinched at her nipples as he gave her pussy his love kisses. Charles let his tongue flicker over her clit. Ilene’s legs began to shake. She scooted closer to Charles’ face. His tongue flickered faster over her clit. Her legs shook harder.

I let my ring, index and middle finger have a field day with my pussy. My index and middle finger massaged my pussy lips. My middle finger stroked passionately at my clit. I watched intently through half closed eyes at what Charles was doing.

Ilene could not take it anymore. She made a weak attempt to peddle backwards, away from Charles’ tongue. His arms slid under her ass and wrapped around her legs. He held her legs apart and continued to work on his masterpiece. Ilene shook violently and fell back on the bed. Charles’ raised his meal closer to his face and devoured all of the juices of her cum. Ilene’s head thrashed back and forward, her hair flying everywhere.

“Please stop! Please!” Ilene begged.

Charles finally let go of his prisoner. He stood up in front of Ilene. She lay there in the fetal position, eyes tightly closed. He pulled Ilene closer to him and spread her legs yet again. His curved dick was at full attention. He pulled her slid inside. Ilene seemed to be revived. Her legs latched onto his shoulders. She used her shoulders to gain leverage and rode his dick from this position. She bounced up and down on his dick, legs clinging tightly to his broad muscular shoulders. Charles held onto her ass cheeks and enjoyed the ride.

I finally allowed my clit to feel the sensation of my fingers. My pussy was so wet. My towel fell to my feet. I didn’t care. I continued to massage my slippery clit. Maybe Charles and I will release the built up orgasm at the same time. I imaged how good his dick must be feeling to Ilene. I dug deep inside of my pussy. I moaned and groaned lightly. I mouthed “fuck me” as I watched his ass move back and forth, diving into Ilene’s pretty wet pussy. I could see the muscles of his back tense. I let “Come for me Charles!” escape from my lips. I penetrated my soul deeper and deeper, using more fingers. Come for me Charles!

Charles started to grind faster into Ilene’s pussy. She bounced faster on his dick. He stood strong with her legs wrapped around his neck. I could see the odd faces he was making. He closed his eyes tightly and let out a loud growl. Ilene released her grip on his neck and plopped back on the bed. Charles released his cum all over Ilene’s belly. Her butter pecan complexion was coated with his white, sticky cream.

I decided it was okay to let my orgasm be free. I frantically massaged my clitoris and dug into my pussy. I could feel the orgasm building up in my belly. I tried to think of Desmond being the one to bring this desire out of me, but Charles’ face kept replacing his. I am not physically cheating with Charles, so I guess it is okay to let him star in my fantasy. I sucked in my breath as my body prepared for its climax.

“Ma’am?”

I was startled by a male’s voice behind me. I turned around and immediately shielded my eyes from the brightness of the police officer’s flashlight. I stood there, stark naked, peering into my neighbor’s window and playing in my pussy. This could not be good.

“Oh my God! What is going on?” I could hear Ilene’s voice say. She was now at the window wrapped in a bed sheet. Her eyes got huge when they landed on me.

“Seems as though we have a peeping Tom, or should I say Tomasina situation.” the younger officer smirked.

“Do you mind grabbing your towel there, miss?” the older officer asked.

Their eyes were glued on my naked body. In the embarrassment of the situation, I completely forgot I was still without cover. If my dark brown skin were capable, I would be blushing red now.

“Can you tell us what you were doing ma’am?” The older officer asked.

“I-I…” I stammered. My mouth was moving but nothing else would come out.

“She lives next door. Her name is Vivica. She uh-she came over to use my hot tub and realized she forgot her towel. We didn’t think anyone would be out this late, so she ran over to get a towel.” Ilene’s eyes darted from me to the officers as she spewed this unbelievable story. “The poor thing, she forgot her keys!”

Ilene disappeared in the window and came back jingling a set of keys. I hesitantly accepted them from her. The cops looked at us in disbelief. I clutched the keys to my chest like they were my last friend in this world.

“Well, someone dialed 9-1-1. The operator answered but no one said anything.” The younger officer pointed his flashlight to the grass beneath my feet. “Might that be your cell phone, Vivica?”

I nodded like a child just caught with its hand in the cookie jar. I quickly snatched it up.

“Well, since everything is okay here. We will leave you ladies to your hot tub.” The older officer said dryly.

“Thank you for protecting and serving us! Thank you!” Ilene said nervously.

I tried not to make eye contact with Ilene as I handed her the keys. I quickly ran to my door and slid inside. I was sweating profusely. I could not believe what just happened! Oh my God! I am sure those cops think I am a pervert. I bet Ilene thinks I am an even bigger freak! I was thankful she did not narc me out to the cops. The hot tub? Forgot her towel? Absurd! But the police swallowed the story. I wonder how much of my public display of self gratification they saw.

I flung open the refrigerator door and grabbed the half full bottle of Grey Goose. I normally would drink it with plenty of orange juice. I turned the bottle up and drained it. I could feel the burn in my chest. Maybe I could drink away this night.

After about thirty minutes I was a little drunk. I fell fast asleep.

*************

I awoke to the laughter of Whoopi Goldberg on The View. It was past noon! My neck felt sore from my crashing on the couch. I could hear the mailman sliding mail in the box near my door. I staggered to my feet and headed to the door. I opened the door and was assaulted by the bright sun. I felt like a vampire. I tried to reach just my arm out to grab the mail out of the box. It was not happening. I gave in and came out to retrieve my mail. I was so embarrassed to see Ilene standing there with a broad smile on her face.

“Good morning neighbor!” she beamed.

I could have died on the spot.

“Good morning,” I muttered “about last night. I-“

Ilene put her hand up to stop me from talking.

“It is lonely in this place all by yourself while our husbands are away. Sometimes it leads us to do some rather unconventional things.” She smirked.

I nodded and turned to go back into my apartment.

“Hey!” Ilene said.

I turned to look at her.

“Our little secret. Right?.” Ilene winked at me.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

#1 Fan

I threw my keys onto the stand and tossed my heels aside. I let out a big sigh, so glad to be home from work! I checked my messages on my phone. None. So normal. A sistah has not been getting much play in 2008. I turned on the radio and let the XM stereo guide me into some soothing slow jams. My hands caressed the knobs on the shower as I turned the water on to a comfortable temperature. I undressed quickly, anticipating the water touching my skin. I submerged my nude body quickly into the unforgiving streams of the shower. I let the water cover every inch of me, pounding on my back, kissing behind my knees, massaging my scalp. The shower had it’s way with me for about thirty minutes. I decided my tired feet could stand no longer.

I grabbed a towel and wrapped It around my body. I did not bother to dry off. I tapped the keys on my keyboard summoning my computer out of hibernation. Time to check to see who loves me on Myspace. You see, I write erotic poetry and short stories. I post them on my page simply for the joy of it. I love to see the comments and reactions my words provoke. I smiled as I replied to the usual ‘suspects’ who send me messages on a regular basis. A little harmless flirting never hurt anyone, right? I scanned through the messages once again. One person in particular was missing! I realize that I had not ‘heard’ from him in a little over two weeks. I checked his profile to see when his last log in was. It was today. Hmm. I can count on him like clockwork to send me a personal message about my newest story or poem. He shoots straight, no chaser. He has no qualms in telling me if he disliked a story or what I could do to make it better. I dubbed him my #1 fan.

His status said he was “disappointed”. He didn’t ‘say’ anything to me about being in a foul state. I saw that he was online, so I had to send him a message:

Subject: Hi Stranger

Hey Daddy, what is going on with you? I have not heard from you in a hot minute. I miss you. I hope all is well.

I grabbed the remote and flipped through the channels as I waited for his reply. I turned back to my computer and smiled when I saw his message:

Subject: Re: Hi Stranger

Stranger? I think you are the stranger. I would like to start off by saying that you have not written anything new in awhile. New man maybe? Is he robbing you of your creative juices, so to speak?

P.S.

I miss you too

I smirked as I read his message. Someone sounds a bit jealous. He was right though. I had not written anything in awhile. I wish someone was robbing me of my creative juice, that way I would not have to stock up on so many batteries. Vibrators are great, but there is nothing like feeling the flesh of a man on top of you while he slides his love deep inside. Wow, I need some.

Subject: R we jealous?

You sound a little bit jealous daddy. LOL. No one is tasting my creative juices. I do need something to get me back in my freaky state of mind. I hate disappointing you daddy. So what do you suggest WE do to make things better?

Subject: I love it when you call me daddy

I will admit, I was a lil jealous when I thought of someone else kissing those full lips of yours. You look like you would taste so sweet. When I read what you write, it is so easy for me to imagine you saying those things to me. Or me being the leading man in your stories. That is what makes it better for me, baby.

Subject: Damn

I guess that is what makes you such a great “critic”, eh? I look forward to your feedback. You know you are my #1 fan right?

P.S.
I am very, very sweet. If you have diabetes I suggest you stay away from me.

Subject: Insulin shots aren’t that bad

You said I am your #1 fan. I will accept that title. I would love to have the title of the man who pleases you. What do you have on?

Subject: Nothing but a towel

I just got out of the shower. I am all clean for you daddy. So what do you want to do?

Subject: Lie down

I have never heard your voice, but it still sends chills up my spine when you call me “Daddy”. I can imagine those full lips all shiny from your lip gloss (and lady, you be working that lip gloss) saying “Dah-dee”. Damn girl, I can see you laid out on your bed like that pic of you in the green dress. Those sexy eyes just watching me. You having a devilish grin on your face. Something tells me you would torture me with those eyes. My manhood is pointing right at you as if to say “I want that right there”. I can see you laying on that bed, waiting for me. Those big, sexy, thick thighs looking like the sweetest chocolate. I want to start kissing you from your ankles and work my way up. Girl, I want to let my tongue touch EVERY inch of your body. I want you to recite “How to eat a peach” to me while I am exploring your thickness. You look like you get really wet baby. I want you to wear the heels you have on in that picture of you in the leopard print. You know, those clear heels.

Subject: The stripper heels?

Damn daddy, continue. I feel the creative juices flowing *smirk*. What else?

Subject: Yes, the stripper heels

I wa

Subject: huh?
You wa? That is it?

Subject: Myspace must’ve timed out on me

What I was saying was…I want you to have your hands behind your head like you do in that picture of you with the black shirt and the denims. I want to admire your body baby. Your whole essence turns me on. I know I am sounding like some horny net dude in typing this to you…but baby you have to know you turn me on. I don’t even like reading poetry like that! That is why I look forward to seeing what you post. You stepped away from the short stories for a hot minute now. The poems are great, don’t get me wrong. But I need something that is going to let me take long strokes, ya dig? Did you get what I said? LONG strokes. You wouldn’t be disappointed.

Subject: It is like that huh?

LONG strokes. I got you daddy. So you are telling me you are working with something like a python. Something like an anaconda. I can feel you. So finish telling me about what you want to do to me. You left off with me lying on the bed, naked except for the stripper shoes, with my hands behind my head.

Subject: You are so addictive

So you are lying there naked, with the stripper shoes on, head all behind your head. I am kissing your thighs. You are reciting “How to eat a peach” for me. It is like you are talking to me. Like you are giving me instructions on pleasing you. You say “Suddenly, I am greeted by that familiar unfamiliar feeling…” You have been tasted before, but you have never had my tongue, so it is unfamiliar to you.

You say “His wet tongue traces the outline of my womanhood. A delicate circle. Taking me places I have never been”. You stop there. You can’t finish because I am going to take you someplace you have NEVER been. I start kissing your lips. You are as sweet as I imagine. I could eat you all day! Your legs are shaking because you are kind of nervous. You are apprehensive about letting me do this to you. You don’t know me outside of myspace. But you relax. I know you would not let just anyone taste you like this. I won’t judge you. I am simply here to please you. You start getting into my mouth on your body. You start pushing my head in deeper to your wetness. You are moaning and calling me by my Myspace name. It is okay. As long as I am pleasing you, I am not worried. The more you moan, the more I want you. My tongue dips in and out of your pussy, coating my tongue with Alecia J.’s cream. I hope you don’t mind me looking up at you. Your nipples are so hard. You have them out and you are playing with them as I lick you. I reach up and touch them. This sets you on fire. My tongue is tasting you baby. Do you like that?

Subject: Don’t stop
-blank body-

Subject: Not until you cum

I ease up and let my fingers start to massage your inner walls. You are moaning like crazy. I am calling out poems for you to recite like I am calling out Cadence (remember Cadence in your Trois story?). You are trying to stay focused but I am making you feel so good, Alecia. You are sliding your body further down the bed, trying to get my fingers deeper inside of you. I smile as I see that pool of lust starting to form beneath you. You are trying to reach for my pants, but I move your hands away. I don’t want you to do a thing. I want to please you just like you have pleased me with every poem or story you have allowed me to read. I want to show you how your words torture me. I want you to see how it feels to have the fire build up inside of you. Are you feeling this way now?

Subject: How many miles is Augusta from Columbia?

-blank body-

Subject: 72 miles

About an hour away

Subject: Make that 45 minutes when you are horny

… I am cumming

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Redundancy...

I woke up this morning
As usual, you were lying in the bed
But when I woke up this morning
I felt an ominous sense of dred

What if when you left me today
That was my last time seeing you?
What if you were taken from me in an instant?
Exactly what would I do?

But that was not what scared me
That did not make me quiver
It was the happiness from this thought
That made my body shiver

Not seeing you anymore
Not being greeted by your face
Not sharing my life with you
And finally have my space

I wanted to feel guilty for this thought
I tried to shake it away
But I kept catching myself smiling
As the thought haunted me through the day

When I stopped for the grocery
I picked up enough for just one meal
I shopped as though I was single
Just to see how it would feel

I put my wedding band in my purse
And allowed my finger to catch the sun
A smile stretched across my face
I flirted relentlessly just for fun

I felt quite giddy I must say
I couldn’t even fake some sort of shame
I practiced saying my title out loud
Conveniently dropping your last name

I felt as free as a bird
Racing through traffic to make it home
Looking forward to its emptiness
Desperately wanting my time alone

I frantically searched for my keys
And quickly pushed open the door
I didn’t even call out your name
Because I would not need to anymore

I threw my purse onto the sofa
And kicked my shoes wherever they fell
I knew this was your pet peeve
After ten years, I know you well

I brushed my hair in the sink
And didn’t bother to wipe it up
I removed your razor blades, your aftershave
Your toothbrush and your cup

I stretched out on the king sized bed
And selfishly enjoyed it was finally just mine
I pushed your pillows onto the floor
That’s when I got a glimpse of the time

It is seven-thirty two p.m.
You are usually home, by six thirty
I checked my cell phone for missed calls
My mind raced, where could he be?

I jumped to my feet and began to pace
Thinking of the awful things that may have occurred
I reached for the phone and called your momma
She said from you, she had not gotten a word

I hung up quickly as tears began to form
I did not want her to hear the fear in my voice
My heart beat faster and I began to sob
I would have you here now if I had a choice

I grabbed my keys and grabbed my coat
I put on the shoes I had thrown to the floor
And within in seconds I stopped where I stood
You were finally walking through the door

I threw my arms around you
And kissed you as though it were our first time
I pulled you closely and held you tight
And whispered “I thank God that you are mine!”

Everyday I go through these emotions
Everyday I think of life without you there
Everyday I come to the same revelations
Everyday I am grateful that you are here

The flames of our love may not be an inferno
But the fire still burns and our love still has light
I may not be in love with you every single moment
But I love you every day, every night