She is in need of his validation
And she spends so much time
vying for his love
He has never felt so desired
For her, his heart is wired
But he lacks the components that love consists of
She caters to him, he thinks she is doting
She makes him her world, he claims he needs air
He is not caught up in birthdays and anniversaries
This leaves her to wonder does he truly care
He does not want to
Give her his heart
and, reminiscent of the past
Not have his love returned
She does not want him
To ever question her love for him
Because in her past
This has left her burned
The baggage they carry
From lovers of the past
Is too much weight
For new love to bare
The unhealed scars
They wear on their hearts
Causes damage to the love
That is now here
He wishes that she
Would have faith in herself
And live a life outside of him
She desires for he
To see a future in “we”
And change “yours”, “mine”
To “us”, “ours” and “them”
She believes he cares
If she needs him, he’s there
Though he has never uttered the words
He feels he’s only a call away
He’s with her each and everyday
His actions are much louder than what she’s heard
Her mind begins to wander
And she becomes distant
Purposely creating a space between them
He takes notice to the new treatment
Happy he never verbalized his feelings
Like the others, he feels, she has only used him
In time, they both part ways
Never cultivating
A love that could finally be
Dragging with them
Closed lips and heavy hearts
Failing to realize that communication is key
So as you live your life
Falling in and out of love
Adding weight to your already heavy load
Ladies, he gives you all of his time
And fellas, you may display the actions
But saying “I love you” is worth more than gold
© 2008 Alecia J.
VERY AROUSING.
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